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Setting goals and making plans.

 My journal prompt for today (I have just started journaling in the mornings) asked if I was committed to my goals. I can genuinely say that I am not. I don't even know if I have goals.  I have never made a habit of setting goals, nor of making long-term plans. I suppose that a part of me felt that doing so was a bit futile. After all, how can you plan something if you cannot control all the variables? Who knows what is going to happen. I mean, you could spend 2 years saving money and planning to travel for a year only to have a pandemic come along and void your plan.   So does that mean that setting goals and making long-term plans is not valuable? No, of course not. It just means that sometimes plans and goals will need to be adjusted.  That is the part that I need to remember and work on.   

The First Post

 I'm not good at starting things. You can call it procrastination I suppose.  Take this blog for example. I can't tell you how long I have had the idea to start a blog rolling around in my brain. I have probably had Blogger open in a tab on my laptop for close to a year just waiting for the "right" moment.  I get caught up in trying to format my blog's layout to look professional. I get caught up thinking about having perfect, aesthetic photos to post. I make lists of topics and never write a word. Today I found myself convinced that what I needed was a new laptop (Black Friday sales!) because I never really became comfortable with my MacBook, which I bought in 2017, and if I used a Windows system I would feel more confident and that would be the magic spell to create.  But I realized, it isn't about the laptop I use, nor about the basic layout I choose. I just need to start. I just need to write. It doesn't matter if I don't have something specific to